Red Hot Soldier Of My Heart

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Red is Red,

and always be red.

Brave and Strong,

no matter the form was,

the Glare of Glory,

will be remain.



Not like some of my friends, i've never treat red colour as my favorite one, in fact, i think red is totally over the top, sugar-high personality, fire-up ego, and stuff. But, as the meaning of red itself, bravery, i found this red to be match some of my characteristic. Yup, the colour of Gryffindor, (red/gold combo) which happens to be class of chivalry, top-notch talents, and up-going/active people from HP, someone like me, if i'm not too sound like a jerk (this time). I'm not 100% red-gal i think, because i rather tend to be calm, quiet/peaceful person if i'm need to (depends of situation), but if i'm on my 'autistic', 'hyper-excited' mood, yes, i'll be proud to be called red-gal.

My stuff up there, not just represent red-gold glory moments, but also some of my favorites too. The tin-soldier (that i wished to be a nutcracker, but it's not!), is a memorabilia when i visited Singapore toys museum (MINT) on Seah street, almost three years ago. I love oldie mechanic toys, just twist the tin-key behind and he's walk, and play drum too, really eco-friendly i'll must say, despite the tin material, you don't need energy (battery/re-charge), just a simple efforts of finger-twist, cool. The other stuff, well...the name spelled itself. If i want instant calmer (in Nigella Lawson's voice), i just re-stock the double-chocolate macadamia cookies, the Famous Amos specialities of goodness. The cookies tin-case actually heart-shaped, so it's properly if i said "My dear soldier, the keeper of my heart" without too much gag-reflex from you, I HOPE!

Spare my soul in your shining swords,

as my blood will shed over,

my bravery will kept in my vein.

The greatness of fury,

never bury me down,

grave is not my place,

the golden field will take it's place

forever and ever.

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Hybrid Agenda Of The Restless Souls

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Feels of staring 

and flowed like a winds.

Shades of mystery,

caress the mourning and the lost.

Calling me by your whispers,

sheer neurotic split of mind.

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And you, yes you! My precious one,

i took your shoot my dear,

with my daring choice of device that no one

else believe.

Yes my arrogant cell-cam!

And to look at you my real angelic things, i present

my momentum;

A series of posse, not from mine,

but from great inspiration, regards!

1. STRONG-RYE, RAY AS FIERCE

2. GORE-ROMANCE

3. DE-MYSTIFIED

4. LA FLASH

5. GRAY BUT PREP

6. SHEER SPOTTED YOU

{VW.Versus.Hussein Chalayan.Jeremy Scott.Creatures Of The Wind.MarcbyMarcJacobs.all fall 2011/RTW.from style}

so i wanna take cut and spare the top of 4 put on 3 (just the skirt). slice the top of no 1 throw the under away, make it as jacket, use for wrap no 2 camisole (burn the skirt away). and for the last of it make combo of 6 top to the skirt of 5 (and please...! just pack the rest out !)

...and will be continued...

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A Cup Of My Thoughts Part 1

{pure green tea, taken from not so locally/originated, marche}

Kinda odd when i think about myself, i change. And i love it. Whether it's my personal choice, hobby, clothing, style, even life, it's amazing how my brain/synapses works. And how strange if someone don't want to change, at all. Just like some friends of mine; one of them afraid to be stand by herself so she let her being led by power of pack, being controlled, not by friendly approach. And some of them found themselves comfort, maybe too much, by stick to the same group, years by years, kindergarten 'till senior-hi, and the worst case was they created what i always called 'evil'-circle phenomenon. 

Okay...'evil'-circle. First, is not paganized spiritual propaganda to made fear of bunch of us, it's sort of phenomenon in my own head. Just imagine this; 1 player/shadow leader, 4-5-else? ex-s in the same 'friendship' mood, 7-8 jokey, and another type of cheerios, equal, yup a one whole damn circle. It happens a long time and made me never forgot that kind of "Big Love" compound scenes, yeah...just yuck! So...if change is wrong thing to do, stuck in that 'evil'-circle situation is ten thousands worst, especially for a spectators (one of them, like me).

As spectator, i spend my teen-on-the-hi-school days on mesmerizing. Watching some over-dramatize plot and force to devour it. Sorrow? Sadness? No. I've seen perfectly, my eyes goes bright, methaporically. How religious those 'evil'-circle kids so with their 'love' preach they torture one weakling who already lost her dad, or just because someone cannot mingle like their up-standard so they can easily dumped them out of school. Bully? Of course not. New Bully On The Block? Oh yeah...don't forget to add some angelic-oh-so-cute face one, and spread-some-love-preach, now you get it. And FYI those 'evil'-circle kids are the proud p&w chapel member, how appropriate.

So about change thing, it's good to be changeable, if you know what you deal with it. It's all about taking control of yourself, not by others. And also don't forget that you believe in G-d, that means you have to not screwed yourself easily, because we're not pathetic creature. Use your brain, heart, and others functionally, it helps you everything, yup...be perfectly clean and 'clean'. 

{your biggest enemy are located in your thoughts, sometimes}